Vasant Panchami
20th Jan., 2010
Vasant Panchami.
This is one of the most auspicious days of the year probably with the number of events falling on it.. Signifies the onset of spring. It holds a special significance, since, on this day Bhagwan Swaminarayan presented the 'Shikshapatri' in its final form. It is also the birthday of Brahmanand Swami, Nishkulanand Swami and Brahmaswarup Shastriji Maharaj (founder of the BAPS). And also date wise, it's the date when Mulji Sharma initiated into sadhu-fold. Named Gunatitanand Swami, exactly before 200 years.
But even on this auspicious day, i know, my condition is worse. May be today or tomorrow is my last day at office.. Now the biggest problem is, what next?? What for next four-five months... At least, what in February and March??.. Coz the loneliness only makes oneself weaker..And m not only a loner but also a struggler, a dreamer, a fallen and what not... this is the time when one's inner strength is measured.. I hope at least Maharaj and Swami are on my side.. (And They make me feel that...)
And "probably" i m not writing this blog post for anyone.. i m writing it for myself.. so that after 5 years or so, i can understand whatever i have then, how i have achieved it.
Jai Swaminarayan..
Vasant Panchami.
This is one of the most auspicious days of the year probably with the number of events falling on it.. Signifies the onset of spring. It holds a special significance, since, on this day Bhagwan Swaminarayan presented the 'Shikshapatri' in its final form. It is also the birthday of Brahmanand Swami, Nishkulanand Swami and Brahmaswarup Shastriji Maharaj (founder of the BAPS). And also date wise, it's the date when Mulji Sharma initiated into sadhu-fold. Named Gunatitanand Swami, exactly before 200 years.
But even on this auspicious day, i know, my condition is worse. May be today or tomorrow is my last day at office.. Now the biggest problem is, what next?? What for next four-five months... At least, what in February and March??.. Coz the loneliness only makes oneself weaker..And m not only a loner but also a struggler, a dreamer, a fallen and what not... this is the time when one's inner strength is measured.. I hope at least Maharaj and Swami are on my side.. (And They make me feel that...)
And "probably" i m not writing this blog post for anyone.. i m writing it for myself.. so that after 5 years or so, i can understand whatever i have then, how i have achieved it.
Jai Swaminarayan..
1 comments:
BTW, this vasant panchmi, i did chain nirjala upvas also... just writing it for my record.. :)
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